1 Jan 2023
So glad that my menses finally
resume, unexpectedly. OMG God you did it again.
When the gynae told me that my
hormone level is so low and I’m having perimenopause . I felt that I’m given
the death sentence prematurely.For months, on and off , my anxiety comes n goes….
Unsure whether its’ becos my hormones or anxious character which caused those
dark thoughts that I will be lonely, aging, losing my dream of becoming a
landlady. As the inflation worsen and I can’t meet my savings target, I adapt
by reducing my target savings and trying to find a replacement dream perhaps
get a annuity for retirement.
Perhaps, my menses resume is His
reminder to me that I shall not give up my dreams no matter how crazy they are.
Perhaps he had given those desires to me and not other people. He give me those
desires then He shall give me the ability to fulfil them as well.
May He enlarge my territory so I am blessed to be a blessing.
May He enlarge my territory so im
blessed to be a blessing.
