I didn’t get a breakthrough in my job search for 9 months . A
friend recommended that I go for a course . I decided to take a shot since I don’t
seem to be hearing from God.
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There
was a lot of reflective questions during the course. I didn’t expect it to be more of a course for sales person though.I expect it be a
life coaching course. Since I had already paid for it , I shall sit
through day 1 and see whether I want to continue till day 3 or not. There was a
lot of moving around during the course but I don’t feel energised internally. My
spirit still feels down.
The
positive energy of the rest didn’t infect me…. Sigh.
Towards
the end of day 1 , the coach brought Eve to the stage and told us about her
problem . She happened to have the same problem as me ( when I had a panic
attack previously) ie fear of taking
public transport.
I
was reluctant to share my experience with the crowd initially but slowly i
began to feel Evon's pain and felt compelled to share my experience in order to
encourage her. I told her if I can do it so can she. The coach then performed
the ‘’ healing’ for her thereafter. The coach asked Eve to verbalise her fear
instead of shaking her head but she refused . The crowd shouted to support her
. But I felt that some were not genuine support but more of pressurising her to
comply with the coach so everyone could go home earlier. It was about 1 am .
I
was uncomfortable with some of the crowd's reaction and felt that it was cruel
of some to shout to pressure Eve into releasing her fear . Furthermore, certain
things taught in the class conflict with my christian values. Hence I
decided not to proceed with the course further.
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